Can it get any worse?

Rebecca - 18 - Glasgow - United Kingdom
Place to express my thoughts and feelings.. Anorexia, OCD. Anxiety, Depression. Feel free to add/follow me or ask me anything on the following.
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  1. "I think about dying but I don’t want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out of it."

    Matty Healy (via ehtes)
  2. elsaearth:

    reblog and I’ll tell you what I could imagine you doing by the age of 30 based on your blog (I need things to do)

  3. live-and-heal:

    When will ‘the last time’ be the last time?

  4. hetawholockvengerstuck:

    invaderotaku:

    kalliat:

    how do boys actually dry their ducks after they shower like

    do you just grab it in the towel and roll it between your hands like a dough snake

    or do you swing it around to air dry

    I need to know

    image

    I feel like this was all one big misunderstanding but idk that’s a cute duck

  5. lauralittlex:

    Honestly the shittest day in a long time lol if I could stop crying for no fucking reason life would be great

  6. youcouldbefound:

    neoliberalismkills:

    "no one can love you until you love yourself"

    that is complete bullshit

    don’t let anyone tell you that you don’t deserve love from other people because you struggle with loving yourself

    this everyone read this right now

  7. THIS IS WHY I FOUGHT

    • When I accept my high school diploma, I will know why I didn't end my life freshman year.
    • When I receive my college acceptance letter, I will know why I didn't flunk due to lack of brain fuel.
    • When I move into my college dorm, I will know that I will actually buy groceries and have a social life.
    • When I graduate college, I will be happy that I pushed forward on my dream of influencing the world for the better.
    • When I am with him, I will know why God refused to let me admit defeat over past wars.
    • When I get married, I will know why I didn't order the low-fat wedding cake or get upset when I needed to order a larger wedding dress.
    • When I am pregnant, I will know why I am no longer hunched over a toilet, blood sputtering out the end that means no life.
    • When I hold my baby in my arms, I will know why I don't have red lines on my body as caution tape from myself.
    • Then, in the far distant future, when I lie on the bed I will depart on, I will know why I fought. I will close my eyes and be ready because I am a warrior. Not in the cute way, but the blood and guts fashion. I have slain demons from the lowest depths of hell and I cannot be afraid of anything, as I am no longer afraid of myself.
  8. "You sleep in your hotels with four or five stars, I sleep here with four or five billion stars."

    – A man whom I’ve met who lives in a tent in the mountains, talking about how his lifestyle is better than any hotel. (via midnxght)
  9. "

    I don’t care that you got into drugs for three months straight, or how much sleep you lost in that period. I don’t care that you went home and fucked that person and woke up at 6am hating everything about yourself, or that you smoked so much you sounded as though your lungs were giving out.

    You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.

    You’re just human, and being human means you need to survive and you do so whichever way you deem fit, fuck everyone else.

    "

    "you’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness" 

    WOW

    (via i-want-spankings)

  10. "Don’t ever feel bad for making a decision that upsets other people. You are not responsible for their happiness. You are responsible for your happiness."

    – Isaiah Henkel (via weareallgettingby)
  11. communistbakery:

    asian:

    I really like you but you’re an ocean and I’m just a wave

    are u calling me fat

  12. "I am figuring out which parts of my personality are mine 
and which ones I created to please you."

  13. "The trick is to enjoy life. Don’t wish away your days, waiting for better ones ahead."

    Marjorie Pay Hinckley (via kushandwizdom)

    More good vibes here

    (via words-of-emotion)

  14. vitalizinq:

    The human body has 7 trillion nerves and some people manage to get on every single fucking one of them