Session was at the psychiatric ward today, oh my the change literally flew me, was so anxious. I just wanted to sit in the dark and rock. My glasses were off and my eyes were shut the whole time, spent a good bit trying to calm me down,she was lovely. Aww bless.
My mum has been trying to phone the nurse about problems that have a risen and she hasn’t got through, what happens if this awkward tomorrow, probs pissed of with me.
ok, I was supposed to start trauma work on the 5th. She phoned the 4th told me the plan of how they can’t take responsibility of getting me home ‘safely’. Yeah I accept that I have too so why ask my mum to meet me at the doors of the clinic room. I refused to talk on Thursday I at times just shut down and don’t talk. I think she is pissed off at me. I was raging on the evening and started hitting my head off the floor when she phoned back the next day.
eh alright, feel crap nurse phoned and feel like shit cause of the other day.
This morning I was voluntary helping out at the coffee morning at the church, they raised £1252.00 there was tombolas, raffle’s, cake bakes. While I was there my sister phoned me to tell me my neighbour Bill has passed away, I am heart broken. R.I.P sleep tight big man. xxxx
Tonight I went to sports therapy, James is my wee friend telling me he loves me and got me a sticker. We played a few games and told news. After I got a lift home went to the hall where my Brownies is ran to help set up for the coffee morning tomorrow.
my mom and I got into an argument one time and then we started getting really emotional and she said “Obama means family” and I swear I never cried so hard in my life
WAIT IT’S SUPPOSED TO SAY OHANA NOT OBAMA THE PRESIDENT ISN’T PULLING MY FAMILY TOGETHER
My cousin has two deaf parents and just posted
“You don’t know the struggle until you run out of toilet paper and everyone in your house is deaf.”
and i’m laughing reALLY HARD
how many followers do you have to have until people start leaving nice things in your tag
Tonight was the last night in the hall for rainbows. We are going to see Aladdin panto next week. I really enjoy girlguiding. They made wee sleigh sweets tonight was cute. The girls are so funny stealing my cookie monster snapback. I got a box of choccies and a wee slice of cake of Kiem. It was too cold to walk home so Kiem gave me a lift, she decided.
This afternoon the nurse phoned, I ain’t talking my mum spoke she wants me to phone back in today or she is phoning Monday.
So the nurse phoned spoke to me I am raging that cause of the work we are doing I have to be looked after and taking from appointments by someone, yet they discussed today I have to take responsibility so I have to make my own way there as them taking me would be taking it off me but in the same breath your asking my mum to collect me. I hate this, happened to me in HC before got meal times with my mum and sister and it didn’t go down well. I have spent the last 20 minutes raging seriously just giving up with therapy piece of shit, just let me be.
Eh alright food intake trying to cut it down too fat. Just done an update on tonight, had college 1 - 4. People think I may have asd.
Aw bless this is sweet.
Tonight was the Christmas party at the brownies. I enjoyed it love the kids starting to have a few that really connect and want me with them. Santa came, I got a few pressies will be getting theres tomorrow and giving to them on Saturday, I am helping at the coffee morning.p